Full-Blown Pain: My Struggle Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches
It began on a gloomy weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden sensation sprang behind my one eye. This was followed by rapid shocks, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the discomfort subsided and then came back with increased intensity. Four times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried ibuprofen, but the agony remained unbearable.
The attacks appeared frequently that fall, and again in spring, soon forming an annual pattern. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP finally sent me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically start with intense discomfort behind a single eye that persists for three hours.
About 1 in 1000 people suffer by the condition, and men are more often diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically begin with sudden, severe pain around one eye that peaks within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate discovered 64% of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the figure fell to 4% when they were not in pain.
One patient, 74, a long-term sufferer from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her teens, similar to many triggers, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a national hospital.
Still, the failure to plan life around erratic attacks took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across history. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the subject. They linked the ailment to an evil entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Ancient medical texts suggest bizarre remedies for what modern experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, severe headache was identified as a separate disorder, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.
It was a European doctor who provided the first detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache happening and disappearing daily at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by global medical societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel that supplies blood to the brain. Leading experts in treating the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the findings of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
In spite of such progress, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a doctor researched his complaints.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common headache conditions, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A thorough history is crucial: on which side do symptoms occur? For how long? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific features such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a reassuring advisor talked me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack eased.
Official guidance on treatment advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of some people.
But consultant specialists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a clearer clinical process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the cycle determines the approach.” Short cycles with infrequent episodes are managed with abortive therapy alone. Longer or more intense periods require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the side of the head where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidelines need revising to reflect a